Azalea

Motivation

Kategori: AllmÀnt

Heloo i read a couple really nice blogs today was so intrigued. I always get the feeling that we should be doing more for people in the third world because although we feel like we are doing charity we are the reason they need charity.. Nestle makes most from selling water and they buy up scarce water sources in poor countries then sell the water back to these of poorest people in the world really? We use up natural resources at an alarming rate and pay those people next to nothing, we damage the environment because we are not the ones to feel the consequences first hand.. we live in a culture of extreme wastage where we throw so much away at the expense or others resources.. I always wonder what can I do I am just one person.. Like when I see documentaries on animal cruelty yet refuse to go vegan because its hard.. at some point I.have to deny obvious facts to feel better.. truth is I know that the industrial back streets are dirty very very dirty.. big companies lie and play on our concious and because we want to please our concious we pretend to believe their lies so that we can carry on and function in day to day habits.. I want to break free but then I think.what the heck I cant live under a stone and become a farmer! Or can I haha no not for day.. I complain because I buy organic and its bloody expensive and I complain because of this and that truth is im spoiled and its next to impossible for my compassion alone to move me to give up all my daily luxuries so that someone else can have the basics after all out of.sight out of mind but its horrible to acknowledge.. I feel that its my right after all I worked for it but the truth is someone else slaved for it yes if I knew how many of my clothes was manufactured fairly Id be happy but the truth is I dont want to know and that sucks and its because I feel helpless.. But am I? Could i make a difference? Buying ethical and organic is a trend yes and lets celebrate that not stigmatise it but how do we kickstart a revolution everybody knows that big corporations did not get big by being nice guys or playing fair they got big because they are ruthless merciless monsters of course not all but the ones that have climbed on blood on their way to the top to a point of almoat monopoly. I will try day by day but people need to understand the power in boycott and sharing this importance for now love and light 😘

Change

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Is it normal to want to constantly change oneself? To always want to improve transform and just be a completely different version of yourself? Sometimes I feel trapped in my ways and although I get so much praise from people around me I am.not happy with who and what I am I feel like I know I could do better I know my potential I see how far off my potential I am yet I feel chained to the things jeeping me from.reaching that potential... It feels like I am always underperforming as soon as the score is not 100 out of 100 and the closer to 100.I would get the more.frustrated I would be to know how close I was and I will keep juggling how I knew I should have gone left or right and didnt and thats what knocked me down. I am an all.or nothing.perfectionist if its not perfect my engagement completely dissolves and the task gets fully neglected. It is frustrating.. I am not.miserable because I have a lot.of.gratitude which counteracts a lot.of negative thoughts and I am happy for achievements and rewards through gratitude I also lean on hope an emotion that allows me go still.work.towards one day being at a perfect state whether perfect or not just perfect to me. Can anyone relate? I feel like I need to reinvent myself but I never do.. my downfalls are inconsistency doing too much jack.of all trades master of none and laziness and indifference. I am preparing for a new year and need to clear out all the cobweb and writing is mt remedy my only therapy and guess what I am writing with spelling mistakes to avoid removing everything because its not just right. But its alright 😘😘😘

Ny vecka

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Hi hello hope everyone is fabulous out there i certainly feel good this Sunday morning im home with a new pyjamas i just love a cute pyjamas when at home n lounging feels good to me.. anyway i wanted to write about planning. They say failing to plan is planning to fail. Im not a planner yet but im planning to be lool so Sunday is a good start.. im gonna order a planner on amazon will share a pic.. Then im following sone tips from a weight loss blogg about setting up alarms to dri k water and exercise etc thats it for today tomorow i have plans to set more stuff in place hehe so yeah all about plans i am lookjng to plan how to finish the year so that i can plan for next year will keep my diary blog posted this is the planner im getting btw